A girl I love the most........

In this quite and lonely night, I started to think about her again...........
I really shouldn't fall into her, but I really can't control myself.........
I think I am really stupid on everything that I had done before........
I willing to sacrifice my education because of just want to protecting her.......
I started to take cigarrette because want to have the same interest with her.......
I always find some excuse to hug her because I really want to hug her.......
I always worried and willing to help her when she's sad or facing a problem.......
I am a stupid guy who sacrifice a lot of things because of a girl which I should not fall into.......
One night, one of my friend ask me what happened to me.....
I told her everything.....
She didn't say anything but just ask me one question, "do you think is worthy?"
I didn't answer her question......because I really don't know.......
When I get expelled by college because of that case, she keep apologize to me.......
that really make me felt sad when I saw her keep blame on herself......
It's not her fault, all is because of myself........I can said that but I don't...........
I might hurt a lot of people around me, like my parents and friends, I dissapointed them.......
I am sorry.............
She's really special for me......I don't know why but the feel told me she's the one.........
She's the first girl which I willing to change myself because of her.........
but now she already not available........
I just can keep her inside my heart but do nothing.........
I'm not able to do anything.......everything is not under my control.......=(
I love you, no matter how..........

Thank you......

These few days really the most horrible days in my life.........
I am so worry and sad about this......
but I am glad that I have a group of real friends......
which always support me and worried about me......
first of all, what I wanna say to all my friends is "I am sorry........"
I am so sorry for letting you all worried about me.......
I promise you all I won't think too much and be positive.......
Don't worry about me.....I am fine......
Besides apologize, I also want to thank to all my friends who always care about me, support me.......
Thank you to all my friends........
I am really happy to have this kind of friendship like all of you.......
really THANK YOU VERY MUCH !!!!!!!!!!

New hair style.......New life style........

Having a hair cut yesterday........
a new hair style make me felt like a reborn person.....
which can be a new person......
many people always say the hair like your problem.....
once you cut your hair....you can give up all the problem u faced or deal with.....
so now i go and have a hair cut.....
to have a new life.....
forget the past and just stick to the future.....
NEW HAIR STYLE.......NEW LIFE STYLE.........^^

.....Compromise......

Is it a life need a lot of compromise????
Without a compromise, is that not called as a life???
Is it important that we had to compromise or deal with our past??
Is it easy after we had a compromise to our past and for sure will forget it?
Actually I also don't know what I am talking about......
I felt so hard for a people to forget their past......
The past is just like a memoirs of a person....
It can kept it long....
but no matter what kind of memory for our's past,
once it past, it is the past....
we should forget the past and look forward to the future....
that's why we need to have a compromise with our past....
deal with it.....and try to change it become a lesson.....
but is it easy????
i doubt it.....
sometimes i found it was easy, but sometimes when I am alone, I felt so stress on my past......
is it sound good????
i don't think so.....
but anyway, I think I need to work harder to forget the past and compromised it !!!!!!!!!!!
Take the past as the lesson.....
Learn from mistake.....
and look forward !!!!!!!!!!!

Birthday........

Last monday, 3rd of August was my 18+1 years old birthday.........
Although I didn't received many present from my friends....only 1 from my lovely senior...hehe...^^
But I still very happy because I had received a lot of birthday wishes from my friends and family.....
I really appreaciate it........a wish are far more important than a present.......
18+1 years old already, I should be more mature and it's time to safe money...........
I quiet asshame that after so many years in this earth, but I can't managed to have some money in my bank account....so this will become my new target.....
SAVE MONEY AND TRY TO SPENT LESS MONEY.......
That's my birthday wishes.....
At last but not least, another one of my birthday wishes will be - hope all my friends and family members always happy and heathly.........

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.....

16th of July, I went to GSC Gurney Plaza for a movie "HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE" at premier class. I really enjoy this movie very much, but I don't know why many people keep saying that this movie are boring, dissapointed and not nice.

I really felt curious, they say boring was because they say not enough action scene, but as I hope they know that Harry Potter is not considered as action movie, it's story is more important, the story is nice. This sixth installment of Harry Potter was just a prolouge for the seventh and final installment. I also found that this movie the director simplified the story to make those who did not read the novel found easy to understand. I think the story for this is really intresting because the movie put a lot of comedy element inside it......

The movie was funny and intresting......I really hope all of my friends can seriously go for this movie, this movie really very nice.....I will not hesitate to explain the story for you if you really cannot understand the story......(but until now, non of my friends didn't understand the story, many of them also say very nice) Really hope those who not yet see this movie can go for this movie......^^

Working in g-hotel

Actually since last few months, I had went to work as a casual worker in g-hotel. Only Saturday and Sunday, but not every weekend, because I am lazy....haha.....

But since my semester break had came and I didn't found any job, so I went to g-hotel work more often....... Last 2 days ago, I had experienced working on poolside....... The view for poolside was amazing and beautiful, but not a good environment for work...haha...because there was too hot !!!!!! some more we need to move everything from second floor to third floor....this really my nightmare..... Besides 2 days ago, today I also went to work at same hotel, but today was a chinese banquet function, I thought I can handle it well since I had work on this types of function quite many times, but I found that today was made me really tired because I had to serve 11 people instead of 10.....OMG....what a nightmare again......haiz......Although it's hard and tired, but I know that I had to deal with those situation and environment, because I am the student for Hospitality Management....Hotel industry was my future working area.....so no matter how tough is it....I still need to master all this stuff....I know I can and I believe I can........hehe ^^...

Add Oil o!!!! Michael Ang!!!!!!For your future and also for her.............=)

HBM night.....SOARING ABOVE THE BEST.....

Last Sunday I had went to my course HBM (Hospitality Business Management) farewell and welcoming party in g-hotel.....That night was really a memoriable night for me......Our May intake betch had a sketch performance, I get a chance to know more my junior and senior....... Beside that, me, Villy, Veeky and Prescilla had plan that we are going to had a birthday surprise for our fried - Hui Li........That night she really surprised and touching until cry...hehe...This was the effect we four hope to see it..haha......I had uploaded some picture of me taking with many beauty...^ ^....for more photo, everyone can log in to my facebook account and have a look on more photo......

I'm Back !!!!!!!!!

Is really quite a long time I didn't update my blog..........
I promise will update my blog more often...hehe.....
Over last few months, I had been busy on study and suffered on my practical training's presentation.......later I will update some of my journal from the practical training to share with everyone...^^
I think the most crazier thing I had done on previous months was I went to KL with my brother alone to go for Jolin Tsai's promo tour in Malaysia........
Maybe after my exam I will post the photo to here.........
next week already is my final exam for this almost 4 months long semester.........
now still not yet study,so need to study already.........
I promise will post everything about my life in previous months after my exam........
hehe.....
good luck for everyone who will sit for examination next week !!!!!!! ^^