心血来潮。。。。。

已经快一年没有更新这个BLOG了哦。。。。。
昨天一个朋友问我为什么没有更新。。。。。
我告诉她说懒惰，还打算放着不管了。。。。
不过今天看了某人的BLOG，突然又想写一写。。。。。哈哈。。。。
现在学院的生活开始对我来说是一种负累。。。。。
没有了一班跟我出生入死的好朋友，好兄弟姐妹。。。。多出了一班不认识，更没话说的同班同学。。。。
突然觉得自己很寂寞。。。。。幸运的是几堂课中还有一两位朋友陪我。。。。
最近放学后就独自一人。。。。不想回家时就只好自己一个人去戏院看戏。。。。因为现在每一位朋友都开始工作了。。。。。没有时间出来一起玩了。。。。其他的就不同班，凑不到时间。。。唉。。。。。
开始觉得学院生活乏味起来了。。。。。对这这一班我觉得幼稚和无聊的同学。。。。实在不知道要如何与他们玩成一堆了。。。。。。=(
幸好虽然学院生活很闷，很孤独。。。。不过我在外还有一大班朋友。。。。。
虽然不能天天见面。。。。。可是还是觉得很欣慰。。。。至少不是永远都孤独一人啊。。。。
现在如果你们问我最想要的东西是什么，我只会回答我想快点毕业。。。。。。
不想再停留在一个自己不觉得好玩的阶段。。。。。
只想毕业后做工。。。。感受不同的经验。。。。认识比较成熟的人。。。。。
至于女朋友？？？这是可遇不可求的哦。。。。。
我相信缘份。。。。。
现在的我还满享受一个人的生活。。。。。虽然孤单点。。。。不过还满轻松的。。。。。
去看一下自己喜欢的电影。。。。。
吃自己喜欢的东西。。。。。
学会在孤独中体验另一般的享受。。。。。
还满满意现在的生活。。。。。
有时可以跟一些久未见面的朋友出去吃饭。。。。。
可以随心所欲地去看电影。。。。
希望我以后当回首之前的人生时，是不会觉得后悔的。。。。。
加油！！！！！！！！

A girl I love the most........

In this quite and lonely night, I started to think about her again...........
I really shouldn't fall into her, but I really can't control myself.........
I think I am really stupid on everything that I had done before........
I willing to sacrifice my education because of just want to protecting her.......
I started to take cigarrette because want to have the same interest with her.......
I always find some excuse to hug her because I really want to hug her.......
I always worried and willing to help her when she's sad or facing a problem.......
I am a stupid guy who sacrifice a lot of things because of a girl which I should not fall into.......
One night, one of my friend ask me what happened to me.....
I told her everything.....
She didn't say anything but just ask me one question, "do you think is worthy?"
I didn't answer her question......because I really don't know.......
When I get expelled by college because of that case, she keep apologize to me.......
that really make me felt sad when I saw her keep blame on herself......
It's not her fault, all is because of myself........I can said that but I don't...........
I might hurt a lot of people around me, like my parents and friends, I dissapointed them.......
I am sorry.............
She's really special for me......I don't know why but the feel told me she's the one.........
She's the first girl which I willing to change myself because of her.........
but now she already not available........
I just can keep her inside my heart but do nothing.........
I'm not able to do anything.......everything is not under my control.......=(
I love you, no matter how..........

Thank you......

These few days really the most horrible days in my life.........
I am so worry and sad about this......
but I am glad that I have a group of real friends......
which always support me and worried about me......
first of all, what I wanna say to all my friends is "I am sorry........"
I am so sorry for letting you all worried about me.......
I promise you all I won't think too much and be positive.......
Don't worry about me.....I am fine......
Besides apologize, I also want to thank to all my friends who always care about me, support me.......
Thank you to all my friends........
I am really happy to have this kind of friendship like all of you.......
really THANK YOU VERY MUCH !!!!!!!!!!

New hair style.......New life style........

Having a hair cut yesterday........
a new hair style make me felt like a reborn person.....
which can be a new person......
many people always say the hair like your problem.....
once you cut your hair....you can give up all the problem u faced or deal with.....
so now i go and have a hair cut.....
to have a new life.....
forget the past and just stick to the future.....
NEW HAIR STYLE.......NEW LIFE STYLE.........^^

.....Compromise......

Is it a life need a lot of compromise????
Without a compromise, is that not called as a life???
Is it important that we had to compromise or deal with our past??
Is it easy after we had a compromise to our past and for sure will forget it?
Actually I also don't know what I am talking about......
I felt so hard for a people to forget their past......
The past is just like a memoirs of a person....
It can kept it long....
but no matter what kind of memory for our's past,
once it past, it is the past....
we should forget the past and look forward to the future....
that's why we need to have a compromise with our past....
deal with it.....and try to change it become a lesson.....
but is it easy????
i doubt it.....
sometimes i found it was easy, but sometimes when I am alone, I felt so stress on my past......
is it sound good????
i don't think so.....
but anyway, I think I need to work harder to forget the past and compromised it !!!!!!!!!!!
Take the past as the lesson.....
Learn from mistake.....
and look forward !!!!!!!!!!!

Birthday........

Last monday, 3rd of August was my 18+1 years old birthday.........
Although I didn't received many present from my friends....only 1 from my lovely senior...hehe...^^
But I still very happy because I had received a lot of birthday wishes from my friends and family.....
I really appreaciate it........a wish are far more important than a present.......
18+1 years old already, I should be more mature and it's time to safe money...........
I quiet asshame that after so many years in this earth, but I can't managed to have some money in my bank account....so this will become my new target.....
SAVE MONEY AND TRY TO SPENT LESS MONEY.......
That's my birthday wishes.....
At last but not least, another one of my birthday wishes will be - hope all my friends and family members always happy and heathly.........

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.....

16th of July, I went to GSC Gurney Plaza for a movie "HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE" at premier class. I really enjoy this movie very much, but I don't know why many people keep saying that this movie are boring, dissapointed and not nice.

I really felt curious, they say boring was because they say not enough action scene, but as I hope they know that Harry Potter is not considered as action movie, it's story is more important, the story is nice. This sixth installment of Harry Potter was just a prolouge for the seventh and final installment. I also found that this movie the director simplified the story to make those who did not read the novel found easy to understand. I think the story for this is really intresting because the movie put a lot of comedy element inside it......

The movie was funny and intresting......I really hope all of my friends can seriously go for this movie, this movie really very nice.....I will not hesitate to explain the story for you if you really cannot understand the story......(but until now, non of my friends didn't understand the story, many of them also say very nice) Really hope those who not yet see this movie can go for this movie......^^